I love that Adonai heard my voice when I prayed; because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live. Psalms 116:1
This verse showed up twice to me this morning, the first two things I read. First it was the verse of the day in biblegateway, and then it was the first chapter of the reading of the bible in one year. Obviously the Lord was making a point, nothing is coincidence in him.
Although I am not 100% sure yet what the Lord is telling me, as I also woke up early this morning with a darkness on me, and a vague remembrance of a dream. I only know I lost something in the dream, or was losing it. The darkness I felt made me think it was a Spiritual thing, and interestingly enough I saw a video just yesterday about how the evil spirits are stepping up and making things worse, so maybe that was part of the dream and warning from God. It could also have a lot to do with the death of my uncle yesterday, although not sure how that plays into it if it does.
Either way, as the verse says, I know the Lord hears my voice and turned his ear to me because I seek him for him. I do NOT seek him for “whats in it for me” I seek him for what is righteous and justice for all. To live in his Kingdom and not be of this world.
The religious people do the opposite, they call on the name of God, but he does not hear them because they call seeking something for themselves. The people do not understand this because they have not let the Spirit show them who they are in his eyes, which is evil and unworthy. The Spirit of truth will show you the truth of who you are and what you need to do to change to be worthy of him. But the man liked the darkness more than the light and they hid in the darkness. They make up their own gods, give them different names even. Yet still believe it to be the same God because those of us who truly know him read the bible just as they do. However when the Lord is the one teaching you what is written instead of men’s doctrine. Then the message changes completely.
The main point is all morning I am praying and seeking to understand what is being shown to me? Is it something in me I need to be aware of? Something going on in the world, where darkness went to another level?
My wife told me about the recent eclipse we had and how the numbers made it something extra special in an evil way. Those stories have been going around for many years with the blood moons and the lining up of planets… And I cannot say that it is all a lie, because as these things have happened over the past 6 years, things are definitely much more dark than before. Evil is having its way more and more. And most people have no idea nor do they see it because they are blind and simply seeking for the government to feed them and make things equal for them, take from the rich and give to the poor. Or at least that is what the democrats promise, but it does not happen, the rich keep getting richer and the middle class pays that bill.
In regards to this, I had a little vision this morning which was about me sitting by the border with popcorn, watching the other side as if watching a movie to see what is going to happen. That is how I feel, I see a lot of things from over here that you would never be told in the US because it would expose the evil in these men. Here in Mexico we do not have the same censorship.
It seems that vision also plays into the darkness I felt this morning.
If you read what I post you will know that the Lord works like this often. He gives you a dream and or vision, you do not understand it at first, but then over a few days or weeks he explains it. Not sure 100% why he works this way, other than maybe the story of Daniel and how he had a vision and the angel who was bringing him the answer had troubles getting through because of fighting with the evil angels or demons. And it took Daniel days of fasting.
The other part of this is as of recently I keep having more and more thoughts of finishing up our home in the south part of Mexico and having it 100% ready. And I completed another step in that process as I seemed to have figured out the electrical part with the solar and batteries. I just need to free up some cash to buy it and make it happen. And there are two options for this. One would be to sell some of my metals, which I do not want to do. I think they will perform extremely well over the medium to long term.
We also have some money with an investment that should have paid out twice or because of two different ones coming due in the past few weeks. Neither did, it seems many of these firms are having some runs on them and limiting withdrawals because of it. Even the big ones like Blackrock are limiting withdrawals. This is where I truly want to get my money from if possible.
And this situation kind of fulfills my dream, because in my dream I saw bad things happening, and I had different places to draw on, and I kept reaching into the one place but never took it out. In the dream I felt like I had to but never did. So maybe the darkness I felt was because I was not taking what I needed to do and the darkness was caving in on me?
I also have this ongoing feeling the governments are going to do something to the investors in metals who hold physical. Something like the 1930’s when they made the people sell the gold to them and then reset the price much higher, which whipped out a lot of the people’s wealth. So if that is the case, maybe it is a warning to sell it now and do what I know I need to do with our ranches? Because later I might not be able to sell it? Many of the governments have made silver a national security thing, so it opens the door for them to take it if they really need it, which they probably will need soon with all the bombs the US has hit Iran with and a diminishing supply.
This brings up another vision I had, which was about a boxing match between Foreman and Ali, where Foreman was hitting Ali hard over and over for the first rounds and Ali just sat on the rope and took the punches. Then in the later rounds when Foreman was out of strength and tired, Ali took over and won.
I see this playing out with the US in Iran. And maybe it is IRan that wins out in the end or the brics? China is sitting in the background and wanting to be the next world power. They are supplying both Iran with ways to defend themselves and also going around the US with their sanctions on Cuba and helping them. This is the latest on a growing list of countries they have helped out when the US was trying to squash them.
To put it in play, I see Iran taking these blows over and over and yes it hurts a lot. But it is not knocking them out, and the US is almost out of firepower. And in the background sits China simply watching it all playout to their favor. Not only militarily but also financially because the brics have been setting up the new money system for a few years now and it is moving along nicely, at the same time the dollar is dying quickly and the US passing a HUGE milestone at 40 trillion in debt and it is accelerating to the upside with no way to stop it. If people were still buying US debt which would keep the interest rates lower, it would not be as big of a problem, but that is not the case. The only ones buying these days are from the US, with the treasury and fed needing to buy them to support a decent interest rate. And relying on pensions, insurance companies and banks to buy up much of it.
The point is the US has big problems on many fronts with no way to stop what is happening, it is just how long it takes and what the end game looks like? Will it be another great depression? Another great recession? Or something much worse like the end of times?
Personally I am preparing for the end of times scenario because of a few other things happening. One is food. Big companies like Tyson have closed many production plants and many more have mysteriously burned down the last few years. And on top of it diesel fuel is getting way out of hand and many truckers have gone out of business, so no way to ship it. Add to this trumps tariffs and bad attitude towards other countries like Mexico, and then those countries finding other sources to trade with. While still running a 2 plus trillion dollar deficit in trading each year. It is really affecting the US in a bad way. Also affecting the US and the dollar is what is happening in Japan with its currency, a long story there as well. But it affects the US in a very bad way, and the US is trying to support the Yen as well as its dollar.
Add onto this the fact the Colorado river is almost dry which supplies water, electricity to millions and also is the water source to a lot of the fruits and veggies grown in the California valleys. When it hits dead pool there will be no electricity or scarce anyways, and limited water or food because of no water.
There are other big problems also staring down at the US. And we have some problems here in Mexico also, but the big problems are not so much. China likes us, we have a surplus every year. We have a small national debt and it is manageable. We have many natural resources (which the US does also but is not using them for whatever reason). Mostly we export around 30% of the food we produce. Mexico also has a lot of people who can do without, they are very resourceful. In the US the people cannot even check their oil or jump their car anymore, they have to call someone to do it. Here in Mexico they can use a ziptie to make your airconditioner work, or hold up your bumper. Simple little hacks to make life work. My wife grew up dirt poor and knows how to do a lot of things, plus we have learned to do other things like canning, sewing, gardening and raising chickens. I have also learned a lot about solar and the opposite of how to live without energy like they did 100 years ago. How to gather, fish, and now I just need to learn how to hunt and raise bigger animals like cows and sheep. And then how to process them to eat.
This brings us back to full circle on this conversation. Because many do not understand how the darkness and the normal life work together as does the light. These problems in the world stare me in the eyes the same as they do everyone else. The evil one wants to destroy mankind, taking us all to hell with him. And he is winning that fight. But God on the other hand does not worry about how many come to him. He only cares that the ones who do, do it right and in righteousness. His righteousness, not our idea of righteousness. And the evil men in this world under the power of satan are doing all these things to make it happen. Most of them are manufactured by them much like in the past even with the great depression. These men made a lot of money while the normal man suffered and lost everything in many cases.
In his righteousness and light he gives us, we learn how to keep the evil one at bay from us, so he does not affect us. Or at least the same as the person who remains separated from God and not a part of him. He gives wisdom to deal with these things, tells us things like to move out of the US to Baja Mexico and then gives random dreams and shows you another place and then takes you there so you know you are supposed to buy it. Not knowing exactly why but knowing it has something to do with protecting you at some point in the future.
God does not and cannot protect you if you do not listen to him and act on what he shows you to do. Most pray to a god who does not exist telling him how to do it for you, then when the calamity comes you curse your god because he did not respond the way you think he should have. And according to many of the men teachers it is OK, but it is not.
I know my God, he speaks to me, he gives me wisdom to be prepared for what is coming. BUT, he keeps giving it and we have to keep our Spirit open to his messages so he can lead us into all righteousness and protect us from the evil one. As Yeshua said about the main prayer “protect us from the evil one.” But he also said “thy Kingdom come and thy will be done.” If you are not doing his will you also will not be protected from the evil one, the two go hand in hand and is one of the main points I am trying to make with this message today.
Over the next few days, it seems the Lord’s message to me with the dream and darkness I felt will be revealed, and in the meantime I will keep praying and seeking his truth, and God has turned his ear to me because I seek him. So I know he will reveal the message to me.