I am wiser than my foes, because your mitzvot are mine forever. I have more understanding than all my teachers, because I meditate on your instruction. I understand more than my elders, because I keep your precepts. Turn to me, and show me your favor; in keeping with [your] judgment for those who love your name. I look at traitors with disgust, because they don’t keep your word. Psalms 119:98-100, 132, 158
The verse above was from yesterday when reading, however I never had time to expand in it, now I know why. Because the Lord was showing me many things of my religious past life, and how they affect us. And once you stop being religious and only listen to God and do things his way, how the verse above affects or applies to you.
I am wiser than my foes, than the men teachers, than the so called ‘elders.’ Name any religious man and I am wiser, have more peace, and live a much better life than them. Why? And why would I claim this?
The first thing a person thinks when they hear someone like me say this is how cocky or conceited he is. But am I? It is one thing to be someone like MIcheal Jordan and rely on all your own hard work and self effort to get to that level, and then acknowledge it with that attitude. However it is the opposite to speak out about the Lord God and how if a man simply humbles and denies himself and hears and obeys the Lord. How the Lord will make you wise, make you healthy, make you wealthy and without need.
One man, like a MJ is all about self effort and overcoming based on his own effort and work ethic. And there is something to be said for it because very few people ever achieve a level like that. There is only one goat. BUt it is completely another thing to realize how weak you are against the enemy and what he is trying to do to you and how you cannot overcome him on your own. Then truly seek the Living God until you find him and receive him. Building your life (house) on the cornerstone the other builders (the religious men) rejected. Otherwise that same cornerstone becomes a stumbling block, where because you are religious instead of walking in the Spirit, you keep falling short and tripping over the truth.
You cannot be in the world and in the Lord at the same time. You make your choice which one to follow. Although some people hear the Lord and obey when it is to their advantage and ignore his voice when he gives a command they just do not want to agree with. And the religions make it OK to be like this.
Two events in my past religious life the Lord recalled to share. Both with the same church we went to. The first one was at a gathering where the preacher at the end of his speech said, receive the Holy Spirit and pushed his hand out over the crowd as if he was sending it. Sounds great in doctrine, but it is not doctrinal in Yeshua. You do not receive the Holy Spirit like that. And second thing is if you are going to the gathering of the real church, you should have already received the Spirit and should be growing in the Spirit, not receiving it as a group in that manner. Paul wrote many times, as Yeshua has shown me and I wrote about even recently. Those who are still in the world and corrupting the gathering, get rid of them or they will corrupt the people.
If a man is going to receive the Spirit they first must be converted in their thinking. Most think this conversion equals receiving the Spirit and salvation. But it is not, otherwise why would Paul write to keep theme men out of the gathering? It is not an event or religious ceremony where you receive the Spirit, it is a decision to stop doing things on your own and start listening to the Lord and obey him. And as you do this he shows you more and more about yourself and who you are and what needs to change. And as you change these things you grow deeper into the truth which sets you free. You are set free because you obey the truth the Lord shows you. Not because you claim something from the Lord or some bible verse as yours. It is not about faith in your religious beliefs but instead about true faith in the word, with the word being Yeshua not a bible.
The decision is not to go to this or that church or listen to this or that man teacher. It is to hear and obey the Lord no matter the cost to you. Because there will be a cost to you, and this is why most prefer the doctrine of men because they never speak of a cost to them to follow the Lord.
The second thing the Lord showed me was when we took my girlfriend’s daughter to a “Holy Spirit” conference. And another daughter to a “women of faith” conference with big named religious people talking. Both of these sound like good things to go to, right? It is better than hanging out in the street getting drunk, high or having sex… And maybe it is in some ways. But the problem is these things give us some sort of motivation but for the wrong things, it is a counterfeit for the truth. It is a part of the whore system which keeps you with a “form of godliness but denying him his power.”
When I was with this woman for 6 years, and we practiced all these religious things, going to these conferences, reading the books of these men’s teachers, listening to “christian” music most of the day… Doing all these religious things, yet it never set me free from my sin, actually the opposite because this woman kept me in my sin, and did so based on her doctrine of OSAS grace. In her mind we did not have to change, and as I started to change and stop doing the sinful things we were doing “under grace” it drew us apart. There were a couple of major events which were the final straw.
One of the first things was our drinking, I started to know I had to stop getting drunk. It is one thing to enjoy a glass of wine while watching the sunset, but another to hit happy hour every night and then drink more after returning home. Or spending the entire day on the boat drinking heavily.
So when I made the point we need to change, she did not want to, but I knew I had to because the real Holy Spirit, the one who convicts the world of sin, was convicting me. So I started to change, she did not.
Another major event was when a young man committed suicide who was dating her daughter (the same one who went to “women of faith” and was all of the sudden changed according to her). But she never changed, adn as soon as the calamity came of the suicide, she reverted right back to who she was. But the main part of this story is the woman I was with, instead of repenting for her part and seeking God deeper. She cursed God as if it was all God’s fault, and not the young man who was getting high and drunk everyday and not working anywhere. And how she was spying the rent for them so he did not have to work, adding in his dysfunction. But it was God’s fault and not theirs because even in their sin they should have been protected, just like it speaks of in the bible all the time how God protects his children. Somehow they think they are God’s children without being obedient, but then that is the grace doctrine isn’t it?
So back to the point, this is the stumbling block because the people are ignoring the cornerstone and building on some other foundation, which cannot hold. They listen to the men teachers who are the thieves who enter into the sheep pen through windows and either ways other than the front door which is the way the good shepherd Yeshua enters. And when Yeshua enters he calls his sheep by name and they know his voice and follow him into green pastures. They do not know the voice of the enemy and do not follow them (namely the men teachers who try to reproduce the Holy Spirit in another way which is not ever going to happen).
You can claim the above verses from Psalms “IF” you know and obey the Lord which then helps you to keep his torah or law. If you do not obey him and follow the man made grace doctrine or the catholic legalistic confession and eucharist doctrine. Or whatever doctrine that is not based on knowing and obeying the Lord. Then you will remain in your sin and actually have nothing to do with God. Maybe even the opposite where you are lukewarm and he will spit you out, wishing you were either hot or cold, but not lukewarm.
To apply this to what God showed me in a dream the other day where I woke up and felt a seriously deep darkness around me with a short dream where I was reaching into a pocket to get something out, and had 3 different places to reach into. The Lord just showed me what this dream was about.
The three places were the Spirit of God, a religious doctrine, or self effort. The darkness I felt is real and seems there is an assault coming upon the earth like nothing else we have seen yet. Even if it is already happening and is tough. Many people will talk with me about how they see the end of times playing out, even ones who have nothing but their religious doctrine and have nothing with the Spirit.
Keep in mind also that the Spiritual word plays out into our lives, they are connected. And we see it with more and more laws to take away our freedoms, more and more cost to live, more things happening to reduce our food supply causing fathom. Wars and rumors of war. And not just wars with guns, but wars with money or financial ramifications. Big ones. As well as wars against what have become normal life like electricity grids and water. The majority of the people are completely reliant on government run systems for electricity and water, and when these stop maybe because of not enough rain and snow like the Lake mead and Powell reservoirs. Or maybe an attack from a foreign country like China on our grids which destroy them. There will be major problems.
For example again using lake mead and powell, We are barely above deadpool. It could easily hit dead pool by the end of this year where it no longer produces energy for millions of people. And water does not flow down stream anymore for millions as well. Nor water for the crops in the California desert. The same thing can be accomplished if Iran or China sent a missile to blow up the Hoover Dam. Water would flow to us in Baja Mexico, but what about the rest?
These are end of time things that could play out and seem like they will soon because of my dream. But the question or point is which pocket will you reach into? The pocket to support yourself based on your own wisdom (which very few have these days because we do not garden, hunt or anything like this anymore, instead most work 9-5 in a big city). The big cities cannot provide the essentials when these events happen. Even if we have the rain we are supposed to this winter and it restores Lake Mead and Powell to a good enough level, it is just a matter of time before we have drought conditions and it happens. No water and no food and no electricity for millions.
When this happens, where will the Lord be for the grace doctrine believers? Or the legal believers? Yeshua will tell them that even though you prophesied in my name and drove our demons in my name (or the name of Jesus). I did not know you, and I do not know you now. The calamity comes upon the men who ignore the lOrd like a thief in the night.
Your religious made up god who is an idol or whore to the Lord will not protect you nor come to your rescue, because how can a god who is not even real help you? The devil or adversary has you believing your god is real and will be there, but just like the men who went against Adonai and the prophet Elijah and could not start a fire, where the God of Elija did even after putting water onto the wood. So will it be that your god will not have any answers or way to help you when the calamity comes.
This is a warning to all that have ears to hear, to get you to seek the Lord. And one last point to make about it. Although I did not understand the dream immediately, because I felt the darkness, I immediately prayed to the Lord to keep me, to help me. Telling him I am still 100% yours and want nothing to do with the world, men teachers or sinful lust of the flesh. I only want to do your will.
It was after praying this a few days that the Lord revealed to me how I fulfilled the dream or vision and then he gave me wisdom or made me wiser because of it. Wiser than the elders and men teachers, or anyone other than those who like me, seek the Lord and his truth and wisdom.
The Lord has kept me in his wisdom and prepared us for what is coming. And it seems he is now warning me of things coming which are at a completely different level than the problems we suffer now. Both Spiritually and how this Spiritual war plays out on us here in this world. And do not think your religious god is coming to take you in some rapture. Because it will not happen until after the tribulation and it will leave the religious people cursing God instead of seeking the truth in God and repenting.
God’s wisdom has prepared us because I know him and have obeyed his commands to me. He has a place for us flowing with milk and honey and fish and of course water. So my God, Adonai and Yeshua have shown me things to come. What has your god done for you lately? And more so what is he going to do when the calamity comes and you have no other options but to either die of thirst and hunger or kill and steal for it? Because your religious god will not be able to help you.